The only regret I’ll ever have in my entire life is wasting an entire year trying to change someone else’s mind. I fucked up so many things because I was too focused on something that I now realize not only will never happen, but if it was to happen it’d never be what I want. I should be stronger then this. Letting go is the hardest part in any situation. Hphm. Done.
I’ve been preaching now that I’ve gotta change my life around....
The Only Thing
that gets me by is knowing that I have the most incredible people in my life. My friends are the only thing that matter, they know who they are. Life is shitty lately, I’m dealing. Still sucks.
Sometimes, after almost 6 years of being edge, and 6 months of questioning the entire thing and the last multiple years of your life you decide it’s not worth it to question yourself anymore and you make a major change in your lifestyle. I will forever have mad respect for anyone and everyone who is apart of straightedge, and my tattoo is still my favorite, but I’m not gonna lie to...